Today we’re offering up a something a little different. Today’s piece is from ‘Consumingtheart,’ a long time reader, first time contributor to the Urban Dater. Today she’s going to provide us with a very personal, heart-felt, goodbye letter. I’ve always been fascinated with the notion of a “Dear John” letter. Writing a letter provides an excellent forum for sorting through our thoughts, revisiting them, and putting them to paper… er… email; makes me want to play Lucinda Williams’s ‘Out of Touch.’ Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy and do let us know what you think in the comments below! – Alex
Dear Sam,
Hey! My guess is I’m sitting right in front of you right now, and you’re wondering why I don’t just talk to you. Well, the main reason is because I don’t want to mess this up. I’m afraid if we just talk, I’ll miss something and beat myself up on my way home for forgetting. I want to thank you for the things you’ve taught me.
consumingtheart
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Beautifully written.
Oh my, I have never heard anyone be as honest as this, it takes my breath away. It's so hard to let go of someone you love. I think just knowing you're not going to be able to spend time with this close friend anymore is the worst part. But taking that and using it as fertilizer to grow. Nothing beats that.
Great article.
taking sh*t and turning it into fertilizer… i didn't even do that on purpose! thanks vince.
Very sweet. What a great way to get across emotions that are sometimes too hard to speak about.
This is really amazing. I the letters are such a great way to get it all out there. I just wish that we as people had the capacity to tell that kind of truth out loud vs just in writing. Espeically since 98% of those letters never get sent.
the release of putting my feelings out there is really i all i needed. the letter should always be written, we should always feel, we should go through it. for ourselves. to grow, to learn, to get better at living… that's why i do it, anyway.
Very powerful. I can imagine the joy and heartbreak it took to create this – and for us to feel it – renders it all the more vivid for the reader.
Wonderful to put these feelings on a page, even better to share and grow!
Just…wow. Those are the words I never spoke. And, damn it, I should have.
do it. it's never too late… i've re-worked this letter a few times as i've healed…
This is really amazing and I truly hope I meet someone that can change my life and have an impact like this to make me a better person!
Wow! Who hasn't been there before? Very well written! Can't wait to read more!
I am so glad this got posted. What a refreshing look at how relationships are supposed to work (though they may not work OUT): something is always taken from the experience.
The bravery it takes for someone to say something like this; to examine their inner self so openly is amazing- and proves that an individual that isn't afraid to share what hurt and what didn't work comes out on top.
Thank you, consumingtheart, for encouraging the broken hearts to move forward and thrive.
thank you for your kind words- for your encouragement… i hope you get where you're going.
"That’s what’s most amazing about love, isn’t it? There’s no getting it back once you give it away."
Incredibly true.
the promise, the hope, the trust, the fear, the letting go, the discovery, the disappointment and, ultimately, the sadness when you realize this person is not who you thought they were & that this (yet again) is not going to work out. brutally honest & revealing-thank you so very much for sharing & for allowing all of us to "go there" regardless of where we are right now!
thanks for joining me in my travels…
i take a deep breath…..because i want to say thank you for saying what has been unspoken to those. Those who have been there, and may be there for the first time, or again. And with a current tender heart, i'm not afraid to go through it again, because i know it's worth it…..because sometimes it leads to words like you have written……thank you
tanya, i wish nothing but the best for you… i'm so glad my words meant something to you… thank you.
What a beautiful letter. My heart felt every word. Finding love again for someone after "the ugly things" transpire is an incredible journey. Thank you for sharing your journey with us.
man, i used to hate having things in common with people- if i was going through something painful, it was mine to go through, no one else's… now i find comfort in knowing there are many of us on this journey together. i'm warmed by your thoughts.
i fell inlove with a guy before even though we we’re not a couple nor an item..he had been my ultimate crush way back in college and then he left w/ his family to another country. that broke my heart even though i know that i didn’t got hold into anything. after 5 years, i met a guy who had been my boyfriend up to now. But still, honestly, i’m still longing for the same guy i wanted since college most especially when i dreamed of him. Whenever i want to move forward with my life, there’s always something that reminds me of him..He got married then divorced..he’s too far and i am not sure if way back in college, he also felt the way i did…I wish i could have that same courage to say goodbye to him and let him know of my true feelings and then find the courage also to say goodbye. Hope you could help me write one…
Very touching, thank you!
Very beautifully written.
You truly capture the essence of the push and pull of love.
This kind of growth is very positive and valuable.
This is a story worth sharing. (stumbled!)
This is a beautiful example of how love conquers all, even pain. I wrote something quite similar myself to someone recently. Bittersweet and yet so uplifting.
It is beautifully written, no?
Is this supposed to be like perks of a wallflower?
This is really a touching story. Reminds me of the show how i met your mother when martial and lily write letters to each other for them to open when the other passes on.
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What a great letter. So nicely written. Sometimes getting it all out – even if you never send it – is the most healing thing!
I really like this letter. It is very personal and forthwit. I have been wanting to write a “farewell” letter to my ex for quite a while. Now I can because the entire letter resonates with me and my personal experiences with my ex. I have never been good at describing how I really feel, but I am sure this heartfelt letter will help me in writing my own and also helping me in letting go of the past. On a side note, memories, that is what I like about them, they are always with me in the recesses of my mind, like a time capsule waiting to be explored and reminisced.